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-155- ' • , fears of premature death, fears that hifl mission will not be fulfilled, etc* &r»ry conaftlvable precaution n u t be taken to reduce theae dangers, real aud .iiuglned, td a uiniina. In later ybELTs, the fanr of betrayal ant) poo Bible assassination by one of hi a associated sterna to have grown considerably, Thy a sen (308) tbnt i t has reached the point whare he no longax trusts th& . * Frank {£££) reports that even the gen&rale muet aurrazider their awards before they, axe admitted into'cDnTerai^c*s with hini ' Sleep ife no longer a refuge from hi a fanrfl. He wak*e bp in the night shaking rind dcra/iming. Kauschning clnims that on^ of r Hitler1£ close aaaociateB told him thatt "Hitler makes at night irith con^jlftlv* shrieks; shouts for h&lp* He aits on the edt^e of hifl ' IT unable to atir* Be shaken with fonr, tha iriiola bed vibrate * H& snout a con- , unintalligible yhraaes* He gafipa, as if himself to be eiiffoca ting. On one oc- cation Hitlar. stood epeying Irt hta roooi, ihg wildly about hiffl* *Ifet Hot U«'fi boen he £&£ped4 Kifl lips wore blue, £waa"t down his face* Eujdauly he began td ra*l off figures, and odd words, and broken phraies, en- tirely devoid of s#nm* It aounded horrible. Ha ufffld Btran^ely coipoaad and entlrelj un- Geroan vord-formatioas. Then be stood s t i l l , only hid lij>6 norinf ^i*#^ben be euddsol^ broke out - 'Thare, therel' IB the cornerI Who's* thfttif1 He stamped aid shrieked in- the faviliar ) Zeisaler (925} also reports such incident EN It would do»o that ttlt- , . r K- . lar*s late hour a ft^a very likely due to the fact thftt be la afraid to go to sleep* - Tha result of theae fsare, && it is with aJoaoat every teric> la a narrowing of the world in which he livea* Haunted • • • ttl$3a f&arc, he difltnjGtfi everyone, er«n thoas d o east to him. H# cannot establish aiyr close friend ships for fear of being betray ad or being diacovarad as he really la. As hlfl world becomes more &bd more REPRODUCED AT THE NATIONAL ARCHIVES