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,. , f FROM: VAN ~~UYS CITY ATTY ,JUt'! ::l~ ";:lC: ~I' "'';''-T! TO: 431047.80153 '_."J~ ..... Dear I I/,WELS. I hope you receive thl. l~tter in good health and in good spiritSI I want to t~11 you that you have been very helpful, ~abh~r you rtalize it or not. U~hanR you very much l ! , I real~z. that you rosy not be baking me seriously, but "I AMQ for teal, an~ nOne of this is a jo~e. I Iwas born for mo, she is a very important part Of mB, she can not marry anyone ~ecau~e she is .lr~ady rearried to me, ev~rything that she has is mines. and !he is symbolic to a lob of things. "Sh9.is the Vife of the son of ~anM for thi$ r~ason T can1t r~cognize h~r m~rriaga to anyone but me. Vnderscnnd that JeSU$ Cnrist ma~ried the ChU~Chtr----l is therefor symbolic of bhe church, amo~ng othe~ things. So now ~and the concept, in that I ~,allze she was unfaithful, yet she must become once again faithful, in or~ar to res/:.or'e chs purit.y of cui ma.n;_i.a~ She mu&t PCome back to m2" in reality ! didnl~ leave~ she left ma, it was in har heart to be unfaithful to ma UDon our reunion, and to keep har trom b~inq killed, b~cause my wife mu~t be faithful, I let het' go, ! al1o~"ed our $oparat.:!on again in 1989. "Come back to rna" I wrote th. latters, 1m the one who doesn't know where she is, im the one being hurt. not har. The bottomlin& is back in 1989, sha believed r was & punk, and she was only out to use me, she didn'~ resp~ct rne IS ~ min, nor did she have any ra$pect for mIn. The important issue herm is that if I can not put my house in or~~r, hov can t put Gon'a house in ord.r. And believe rna, in 1989 my house was all. ft!Ck~ full or resentments, you tHime H .• ~ee was ~ut ~hrDuoh ~ lO~t and was ~aae confused. She didn1t know was I Iso aha called hAreell using me, ana bein~ nleitt!ed t\~1 I Who sh0 figured I 11;;0 be, I don't know. Now •• I atated before, bhe timing of my taking her virginity was because she wasn't gonna be tlith~ull and sho didn'~ know it was me. Sha vas made to believe I VI$ a taggo~, tec~UGa ahe wa$ so worri&d about what Z wle doing, she couldn't be taith~ulr and that was thCl problefl't. A't.! ij !dcl, ! don't know who shp- fi 121.1 t'a-o I'----:;----.-:~;-----I to be (petta's a sUcker, bub certainlY not the Son of Mant I guess she figured wa~ just someone John Gotti used, and it was her duty to contro me. IISha didn't know whO II! 1-.M" ~ lmew wSt woulCl O\ll IH.'lt')u"ated for. a 1(.)n9 time ... and 1 didn1t want any othG!r nH~rl t.o tou-:!h her, ~nd r knew !fha ,.ould be unfa1bhful, ,so I contused hlr sexuality and she Q~11ed hprs~lf being .faithful to a faggot; ahd r~seh~ed 1~, becaus~ she car~iad a lot of shame an~ quilt. ,I Iwould get into relationships with,men because she w~s afraid of what people might think. Therefor she was made vulnerable to blaCkmail. The shame is thQ fact that she ~eal1y wants a man, the guilt is tht f~Qb thlt she knew wh~t she was doing WIS wrong. I. couldn't chanae ~n unwanted pregnancy, whi~h is all! reallY aska~ of hir, IIPleIUi~ 60n I!; h~va anothet" man IS chi lel!l The slt~ation ~~a got inVOlved in,concerning both I I and this dude I I 1m willing to bet is centered around her confUBSd saxuAlley, In6 ana ~as nothing to be a$hamad Of, bacause I did it to her. One of Us had to do it anyway, I figured it was better her b~en he. What'S impQrt~nt 18 she has to overCome it, if she do~snlt 1m ~onna try to Kill every homos~xual on ~h~ face of the e~rth, it I c~nlt save my wif~, they can1e be sav.d.